sometimes it gets to you

Being alone can catch up with you at times. It's a lot like trying to run from someone who is a lot faster than you are. Such is life I suppose.
Brandon just got here today, and Richie, Jeff's friend, rolled in as well AND Goertzen is expected to drop in sometime tomarrow making 7 guys in our two-bed room apartment for the next week. I'm not too excited about that, but I really don't have much I can say.
I suppose the obvious irony in all of this is the fact that I feel so alone, but I am constantly bombarded with people at each an every turn. I want to 'be alone', but on my own terms. I would like to have a place where I can go to get away from everything, but it would appear that this said place doesn't exist for me yet.
I did, however, enjoy the company of my new friend Nicole and her friend Emily. We went to a cool authentic Mexican place just down the street on Ventura. The place was pretty happening, and I must say it was nice to make the company of someone I don't already live with.
I think I might quit my job tomarrow. I really do despise it thus far. I just can't morally find any redeming qualities to selling over-priced merchandise that is supposed to make people feel better about themselves. I think more than that, I'm against how the masses appear so completely oblivious to their foolish behaviors. Such is life I suppose. Ewing is talking noise about a temp agency that can provide some serious income coupled with an extremely flexable schedule. I'm going to play that one by ear and see what transpires.
Thursday was really cool in that I got to be on set for a commercial shot in Encino. It was epic in that I got to be a part of something so incredibly big, for a cast so incredibly small. I would like to do that kind of work. I think I could handle it.
This entry is fairly random in its format, but its very remnant of my brain at this moment. I like that.